I started college and have no real friends. There was a guy but he wanted to be more and i didn't wanna do anything but fool around, eventually i stopped wanting that so he moved on and stopped looking at me the way he use to. he brought his new girl in front of me and was looking at her the way he use to look at me. I ignored him for a while and then tried to talk, but i just blew up on him and completely ended our friendship. Why am i so f****d up? I was the one that friendzoned him, and I was the one that ended it because i wanted all his attention.