I'm scared of what's gonna happen to me in the future.I'm at a point where I do not know what to do anymore! I feel so lost! (and i'm only 19! ) I don't know / can't figure out what I want to do! I feel like i'm spiraling into a deep dark void...College isn't exactly helping much either, I feel so rushed, and I can't concentrate, my grades are kinda slipping because I just don't have any sort of motivation....I don't want to disappoint my family, But even more than that, I don't want to end up disappointed in myself! (which is becoming harder and harder as the days go by) What can I do to help my state of mind reach tranquility? I feel so helpless.I don't want to confide in anyone because i'm afraid of what they'll think.