no one knows.
im always craving something.
i use alcohol, cigarettes and sex to get my mind off of it.
it never works
ive stopped drinking
ive stopped smoking
ive stopped having sex.
and it so hard and I dont know what to do
i tried to turn to god but its like hes not listening
i still have this craving
and it makes me want to hurt myself sometimes kill myself
and other people.
i want to go back to being destructive.