My parents make me feel like a failure. They compare me to my cousin. They dont like what i do. They make me feel like im wasting time. Like im a waste of space. Like im a let down. Everytime this happens, the little demon in my head awakens. I can feel myself going bad again. I just wanna give it all up. To disappear into thin air, pretend i dont exist. I just want to go to sleep forever, put the demons to bed. That'd show them, show them how much they truly hurt me.