Im Going Bad Again

My parents make me feel like a failure. They compare me to my cousin. They dont like what i do. They make me feel like im wasting time. Like im a waste of space. Like im a let down. Everytime this happens, the little demon in my head awakens. I can feel myself going bad again. I just wanna give it all up. To disappear into thin air, pretend i dont exist. I just want to go to sleep forever, put the demons to bed. That'd show them, show them how much they truly hurt me.
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I have honestly never understood why people take things like this and use it to push themselves down. When people have compared me to others or tried to put me down in the past, of course I felt bad, but I took their comments and used them as fuel for the fire. It's always made me feel determined. I will prove them wrong. I will be better. I'll be better than all of them and they'll see.
You're going about it all wrong, little noodle.
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GimmieThatPie
Why would you put your demons to bed? You should beat the f**k out of those sons of b*****s and show them who you are. Grow stronger and shine, your light will be enough to shut people up.
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FenixDream
I know that feeling. and I've retaliated before, HOPING that my parents would know why I was being a nightmare to them, for what they did. It back-fired. they said "you see, you're just proving my point." My dad actually said "you failed at killing yourself"

so I get, and I'm sorry you're having to go through that.

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