If You Are Insecure About Your Body Please Read This <3

this is a hard topic for me to discuss, it always has been hard for me to talk about how I felt about my appearance, it took me the longest time to realize I'm not fat, for over a year I would overly work out and push myself to do exercise's that was uncomfortable for me, I would throw up after meals on the rare times I would eat, it started small, losing about 5 pounds a week, then it turned to losing 20 pounds every week, I pushed my body over the border and I would refuse to gain weight it was at the point where I didn't even care about how healthy I was all I cared about was what the damn number on the scale said and my goal was for it to lower every day, I was literally bones, and I enjoyed it, I was told I looked good, I felt good but I started getting dizzy and lost my memory once or twice, it was even worse because I was drinking around the same time, I told somebody, my best friend, she told the whole school. I wanted to die so bad, the worst part is nobody even cared only few people my mom mostly just made sure I ate, little did she know I threw everything she gave me up, I am an anorexic/bulimic survivor, I'm oddly happy I got to experience this, its been a year almost and I have changed my life around, I started eating way healthier and working out the proper way, I got a therapist for depression and grief and I've surrounded myself with a good group of friends and good people and I'm glad to say I'm here for ANYONE if they ever experience troubles eating or loss of interest in eating. Please don't ever try to change yourself for others, I promise you right now that you are incredibly beautiful and if you ever need to talk to somebody I am always here to talk! <3
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If You Are Insecure About Your Body Please Read This:


Get over yourself. Nobody really gives a crap. Stop doing that s**t and get on with your life.
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Cynic
That's sweet of u to say. xo
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