I wish I had someone to just talk to for a change, instead of holding everything in. I wish I had someone to tell my secrets too...and to bail me out when I get into trouble. someone I can count on. I just wish I had a friend. I pushed everyone away and I just wish I didn't. now i'm left feeling all alone in this world. feeling like things will never change.that it doesn't even matter anymore. like no one cares.