I wish I could call my ex sometimes. Not to try and get back with her. She is off married and moved on with her life, but to just to hear her voice and see how she is doing. I wish i had the woman im praying for next to bed with me, all married and such with me. I wish i was holding her. Cuddling her. Stroking her face and hair. I wish i didnt resent my roommate so much for brother-zoning me. *sigh*.

p.s. the ex and roommate are 2 completely different women. I met my ex right after i got brother-zoned by the roommate.