I will wait patiently for the day that I can be with you in reality. Being here (my imagination) is not a healthy place to be. So much said to confuse. I only say I love you here. I need you. I long for you. I desire you. I want you. I will wait because I trust you. You have made my life so rich. Please don't listen here or be hurt. I need you to live. I need you to be close, or at least come back one day. Until then, I will work hard to grow, to prepare, to learn. We are strong, together we will be stronger. Tears will be washed away (even though they may be many) with passion. I will finally rest each night in peace knowing I am safe in every way. I love you forever.