So I started posting on here when I was going through a very rough patch of my life. I then lost my best friend of 5 year cause she went behind my back and posted online about how much she hated me then it was hard adjusting to having to still be in the same friend group with her and classes. I then lost interest in life, I thought I would never get back to my old self and I didn't I grow stronger, I made a new best friend he's a guy and he is great. I still have thoughts about hurting myself but I try with all my might not to. I then had a very bad experience online (can't really talk about it). I then lied to everyone about what happened well I didn't lie I just didn't add all the facts cause it is private but then I talk to my new best friend about it and he helped me (although he doesn't have the whole story). And just recently my friend experienced the same horrible thing as me and I didn't tell her that I went through the same but I am helping her as I would have liked to be helped. Now I am just happy and still having thoughts about self harm but I am pushing past that and I hope if you are going through the same thing, that you will fight to.