I'm still in love with my ex boyfriend, but I found someone that makes me happy, loves me, and I'm starting to fall for him, but every time my ex comes back I think about him.what do I do? me and my ex meet by my one of my best friends, they were cousins.He was down for the summer, staying at her house, I meet him, we started talking, and ended up dating.We broke up a little over two years ago, because it was a long distance relationship, so I didn't get to see or talk to him much.but he kept coming back to me, we would talk for months then out of no where he would start texting me, i.m-ing me, basiclly looking for me.and every time I would go back to him.He's my first love, the first guy I've ever fallen in love with.I fell into this really bad depression after we broke up and I was down when we didnt talk for months.then this other guy came along, I meet him at ma cousin's quince practice, I didn't talk to him much, didn't really know him , I just thought he was cute.well he ended up not being in my cousins quince for one reason or another so I ended up forgetting him since I didn't really know the guy, he ended up finding me on myspace a few months later and we became friends, he and a girlfriend and I was talking to ma ex again.my ex stopped talkin to me and I was sad again cause I had lost the guy I love for the 3rd time.well the guy and his girlfriend broke up and he became really sad and since me and him had become friends I tried helping him since I know how it feels to lose someone u love, so we talked from being friends he became my bestfriend.we kept talking, hanging out, and began getting closer, he asked me out a month and 5 days ago and I'm really happy to be with him, he got me out of my depression and helped me forget the past, but yesterday ma ex i.m.ed me because I had put my mood as "someone get me out of this house! (:" my heart started racind when I saw his name pop up.he asked me if I wanted him to pick me up I was surprised and shocked cause here was my ex that I havent talked to in MONTHS, the guy I first fell in love with talking to me.i asked him if he was here in town and he said yeah that he was stayin at a hotel and was goin to pick me up I laughed and said he was lying he asked me for my address so he could really come I told him to hold up, I needed to think, then he asked me who james was and I told him he was my boifriend.right after that my ex started to act strange, he said he didnt want to come see me becasue he didnt want to confuse me with my feelings I asured him that I wouldnt be confuse because I kno wat I feel for my boifriend and I know what I feel for him, and what I feel for him is him bein ma homeboi.he said "DAMN :O" I asked him what and he said" NAH NUTHIN , , , WELL UMM IM FINNA TAKE A SHOWER..." I told him to tell me he said "NAH JUS FUK IT..FUK ME ..FUK THE PAST...FUK THE WORL...FUK EVERYTHIN..." I responded no tell me.really.he said "TELL U WT? THERES NOTHIN TO TELL U NO MORE..." I called him a lyer and asked him why was he acting like that he asked "ACTIN HOW?" I said acting all wierd, idk I asked him y did he say fukk me, the past, the world everything? he responded "NAH IM JUS KINDA KONFUSED LIKE IDK I WAs ALL EXITED BOUT SEEN U BUT DAMN IDK THAT FEELIN JUS DIED IDK Y" I had a feeling I knew why so I told him "because of my boyfriend huh, hey I missed u, but I couldnt live here lovin u thinkin of what could have been.he came and wiped ma tears and made me happy again I'm happy u came back and ur talkin to me but I want us to be friends, " I told him I would be back cause I was gunna go eat, I gave him my cell number if he still wanted to talk about it, he never replied or texted me.and I haven't really stopped thinking about him, I was really excited and wanted to see him, I don't know what to do, I'm falling for my boyfriend hes great, but I still feel something for my ex.i though I was done with him, I guess not, I dont intend on breaking up with my boyfriend nor am I gunna go back to my ex, I just want him in my life as my friend and only a friend.but I dont know what is going to happen.