I secretly just want him

To come to my house and tell me he accepts my apology.
i cant live without him in my life.

i love him.
but ive hurt him too many times and I dont think I deserve him.

why does love have to be so complicated?
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dreaminfullcolor
Of course. Relationships aren't flawless, but there's a limit. You made it seem like you did really horrible things to him over and over again.

As you continue to grow emotionally and mentally, you'll be able to let go of the past and forgive yourself. I mean, as long as you're willing to accept you've made these mistakes, you can put it behind you. You learned something from it, right? You won't be doing them again, right? That's what matters at this point.
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Ai
we've both made our mistakes. and i feel like we can get passed this.
i just dont feel like i'll ever be able to forgive myself for some of the things that have been done.
Nope, it's the people involved who make it complicated. My relationship isn't complicated, and we're separated by distance most of the time. We make it work. If you've hurt him so many times, the issue is you. Fix yourself before you get into it with someone else, because it almost always ends up in a broken heart.
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Ai
:D
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