Ever since I was 3 or 4 I've been masturbating. My first memory is of me figuring out how to masturbate on my mom's bed. I also discovered I had a ballbusting fetish, a squashing fetish, and a wedgie fetish from kids t.v. shows, although at the time I didn't even know what sex was let alone a fetish. All I knew was that those things really made me want to touch myself. When I was like 6 I was sleeping in my dad's bed (you know nightmares and stuff) and his penis was hanging outside of his boxers. I don't know why but I took it and rubbed it against myself and I really liked it, so I kept pressing it and eventually the tip went part way in. My dad is a really heavy sleeper and I was being careful so he didn't wake up. I told my brother later thinking it was a cool trick I found out (again I was 6) and he told my dad. I never found out what his exact reaction or thought process was to it, he just told me that Jesus didn't want me to do things like that, and we left it at that.