I need to find happiness

I go to a Catholic school, where almost everyone is catholic.It makes me feel so lucky to go there, like I have people around me who truly understand what I believe, who have the same beliefs as me.But no one seems to really believe in God.I go to a Christian Holiday Camp basically every holiday as a leader for the Kids, and its such an experience.Everyone is happy and show their beliefs in God through their kind actions.It makes me aspire to be like that, to be happy, kind and do what is right.

But when I leave camp, I am in a different world.A world where finiding someone who is like the people from camp is very difficult.I want to be able to talk to someone about my beliefs, but no one is there to listen.I feel lonely when I am not at camp.

People at my school do not understand.My friends who are catholic don't understand.

Camp is the only place where I feel I have people who understand me, but I can't be there all the time, so I am often filled with lonliness and the eagerness to get back to the place where I can be myself, be happy.

I need to find a way to be happy outside of Camp.

But I've tried everything.

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Aine
I agree, keep in touch with them. Talk to them when you're feeling alone and like nobody understands you, whether it's through phone calls, texting, or online. That should help you a lot :) Good luck <3
Maybe when you go to camp , you should not let your friendship end there. Reach out take some numbers ,myspace, facebook ,e-mail etc anything to keep in touch and whenever you want to talk or discuss anything they can always be reachable. =)
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QueenMinii
Thanks, ^_^
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Aine
im catholic,and i love my religion,so if you ever need to talk let me know!
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Essie