Sometimes I wish things were different. I wish she were in love with me. I wish she texted me every day. I wish I had no reasons to doubt her love, I wish I knew for sure that she will be by my side always. I wish she waited for me after class. I wish she liked being alone with me. I wished she missed me when we don't see each other. I wish she smiled when she thinks of me. I wish I had the chance to watch her while she sleeps by my side. I wish I could kiss her again. I wish that after kissing her she would say something like: coconut and vanilla, the way she used to. I wish her heart was only mine. I wish she were the one. I wish I wasn't thinking all this. I wish I knew what to do now. I wish I didn't care at all. I wish I didn't have to go through this.