I daydream all the time and somehow sometimes I'm sitting there wide away having a nightmare. I just think it and then later I realize how sick and twisted my daydreams are. I've had ones about being raped and killing myself and other people and completely out of whack craziness and sappy love story daydreams. I want them to stop, but I don't know how to stop them. Is it because I watch too much tv? Is it the books I read? I'm too scared to hurt myself. I can't handle pain well at all. I know I could never hurt anybody. I'm a kiss a*s to almost everyone. Nobody really hates me that much. And who doesn't hate their exes. And who doesn't want that perfect love story life? And who wouldn't be scared of a possessed person crawling on the floor really fast towards you. It's like my mind is lost in a scary movie.