I love my English teacher

I'm a 15 year old 3rd yr highschool who really love my soon to be 30 year old english teacher, he's a married man.I met him when I was in 2nd year, when I first saw him, I dont really feel anything for him, I mean anything in a romantic way! But after attending his class, I was really amazed by how he teached all of us, he's very kind, patient and understanding, plus! he is so handsome.That's when I started falling inlove with him...We dont talk too much because I notice that he's kind'a shy to me and me as well to him.But everytime we meet each other in the school corridor or any part of the school, I always catch him staring at me, and that's what makes me shy at him.He also smile at me and greets me sometimes.And then one day, because of my Math teacher, we got time to talk, he asks me about my studies, and also about my favorite subjects, then I said English is my favorite subject, I see him flatter when he heard that my favorite subject is the one that he's teaching he also smiled.But while we were talking I feel I'll gonna melt, my knees are shaking, I'm so nervous! ! And then he told me that he admires me because I'm a good writer in our school, he also said that I'm an asset of our school, and that makes me fall inlove with him even severe than before..WHAT CAN I DO? SHOULD I STILL CONTINUE LOVING HIM, AND MAKE MYSELF BELIEVE THAT SOMEHOW, HE LOVES ME TOO?
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twinklestar
this sounds kinda similar to the plot line of never been kissed but yeah the ending wont be a happy one.
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LoveDerby
@YvonneLisa what do you mean he lied to me?
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twinklestar
Can you really love a man who lied to you?
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YvonneLisa
Basics, He doesn't love you and you're in a bit of a messed up hollywood state of mind. nobody's life is actually like that. get over him
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