I don't know what my skills or talents are, I don't know what to do with my life job wise, I am just not sure anymore. I wish I knew. I'm afraid the time comes for me to fall in love and get married, I won't have an established identity. I said the latter part because I might start dating someone in the future. This makes me sad and angry at the same time. I just hope I won't go the rest of my life being boring.