I joke about becoming a crazy cat lady because I fear it

I say I'm okay with being alone and that being single is completely fine.It is for the most part but loneliness can be terrible.I say that loneliness can be a nice feeling and that there is confidence and strength in it but to be honest, I don't like it.I want to be wanted, I want someone to hold me and tell me that i'm beautiful.I want someone to love my rambling and actually listen to me when I get worked up.Everything I say, I say because I mean it.I want somebody to fall in love with the little things.I want to be appreciated.I want someone who can make me feel beautiful and I want somebody who actually thinks I am.I feel so worthless and like that old, bruised piece of fruit that nobody will want to buy.
I am a hypocrite, I strive to help my friends accept being alone and yet, deep down, I don't think I am.
It's okay but my mind and my heart gets lonely when things are quiet.
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I hope you're right and thank you :)
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ThatFriend
:) Don't worry, you will have all those things. And even more. For now, accept that being alone is not that bad. And if the person that will provide you all that love don't show up just give me a call :) No one will be alone forever.
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