I Hate My Life :)

I hate everything about my life tbh , and no one should please use an example of lives of sick , disabled or supposedly "worse" people .
I have my problems so one should belittle how i feel because someone is going through "so much worse" idccc. I'm a 15 y/o girl and i feel like i have no accomplishments or anything to show whatsoever , I see my age mates they have so much great things going for them in their lives but what do i have nothing! I have no good friends or no friends at all cuz most of them be having shady stuff going on and they're just fake , I have social anxiety so its a hard time to make friends that easily so yeah i rarely go out with friends and why's that my family is going through financial crises my dad (or the guy my mum married cuz i can't call this useless piece of s**t a dad) he doesnt help financially my mum does all of it , the weight is so much on her it becomes unbearable and its unfair i hate him so much i wish he wasn't even my dad , we're on the verge of getting kicked out of our home very soon since my mum does it all and that guy doesnt do s**t, i think im superly ugly (and I've never had a bf before, still trying to get comfortable talking and hanging w the opposite sex) i have bad acne , my brows were overly plucked by an unprofessional now my brows have never grown back despite all ive tried contributing to my ugliness , i hate my height like i said earlier im 15 and I'm freaking 5'11 wtfffff im a girl for crying out loud , i get so uncomfortable esp w my friends and boys i look like a giant , i can't wear heels , cant get shoes or jeans i love , my birthday is in 3 days and theres no money to get a cake for me , thats how bad it is :) or for me to go out with my friends , sometimes i remember when things were good and we could afford everything we wanted now things are awful we eat food on repetition or even none at all , my final exams ,my math exam was terrible therefore reducing my chances to get into the university, yes im 15 and in senior year , I'm just so frustrated and irritated right now on instagram and snapchat i see my friends post stuff they did on their bday and when they hangout and go places WHAT DO I HAVE TO SHOW , i feel like im going to explode im literally an ugly broke a*s nobody and i just l want to stop feeling like this.
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Daadylng
Tell me what you have done for those around you.
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Cynic
Oh and search I do it agakn
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Sexy2018
Well you should talk to someone and get it sorted because your going to end up doing something stupid ask your dad when you mum isn’t there I have never had sex with a boy and I need to because it is recking my life so please can you have sex with me and we want tell mum see what he says and if he says no just say well I will end up as a lesbian I have done it and it has worked


Good luck let me know what he says
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