Suicide. That's a different calling. Yes, some people call it quits way to young over some perceived social slight, but since they have no real frame of reference to life, they just blow it. This is not talking about the ones who have been abused, that is a different arena. A level of pain that takes a "make or break it" attitude. Depending on how deep the damage, it may be too much to make it back. Too be honest, I've thought about it myself. Just ending it all. Just saying the hell with it and just getting off of this place called earth. I feel there is nothing left for me here and I no longer see the beauty that once was or the "light at the end of the tunnel." I have family and that keeps me from doing it. At the very least it keeps me from faking my death and just disappearing. Not sure how long that will be enough. I don't feel like I belong here anymore. I'm almost tired of fighting.sleeping has to be medically induced. It's the only way I can sleep. Without it I go into dark areas. Thanks.