I Feel Nothing

Ok so just to let you know my of broke up with me and one of my ex's contacted me then we started dating again but he keeps asking to have sex and to send photos since I feel nothing I don't care ever since I started feeling this way I thought it was better but now u just feel worse I wish u was dead but at the same time I'm not sad depressed or happy I don't even care about what would happen to my friend's and family if I killed myself I know it would tear them apart but right now I don't care and a update on my dad everything is the same and I still feel like the only way they'd ever believe that he raped and molested me for 8 years is if I killed myself they said I'm not broken enough for it to have happened so right now I'm guessing that would solve those problems and I forgot to mention that I cut again and I didn't tell anyone this time not even my closet friends and honestly I think I'm gonna do it again in a sec cause maybe it'll help me to start feeling I doubt it but I'll try also my mom has kinda stopped the yelling at me ever since the night I snapped back asking her if she'd rather me be dead so that's good well I'm about to do what I said I was going to so I'll update you later bye
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Haley0945
Who are you updating?
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