My whole chest tightens up, I breathe shallowly, I feel like I am going to cry for hours, and it never fails, just before work, I get all of this.
I mean, I went from having no work to working 8+ hours almost every day of the week, with no real set schedule since it changes every week.
It's too much pressure. I can't take it. No money is worth this much stress on my life.
I did back down on hours, opting for part time, but that isn't going to take effect until after 4th of July. which without a doubt, I will be working. I just know how they work.
I just don't know if I can get through these weeks until then. A panic attack daily for the next three weeks? Someone please help me.