I don't feel guilty

When my dad dies, I will cry.But it won't be in sadness.

When he dies, the prick who cheated on my mother, called me a slut, liquoured himself up every night before going to bed and does nothing to help support my brother and me will be gone from this world.

And then, I won't have to remember he lives one street over and doesn't even bother to wish me a happy birthday.
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StormyShadows
My dad is a lazy bastard. He won't go out of his way to talk to me, and has taken up smoking again. I'm just sick of everything he does. Sometimes, I wish I had the guts to go up to him and tell him what I think. Tell him that he's a bad father and he's the reason I'm on meds and failing at life. Tell him that he'll never walk me down the eisle at my wedding, or hold his grandchild. Everything he does makes me feel like I'm useless, worthless and invisible.
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StormyShadows
me too. It's probably really horrible to say, but my dad abused my mom and she was really tortured by him in so many ways. I found out he had mouth cancer or something, I didn't care one bit. I felt a little guilty but then I didn't. If he does die, I won't even go see him. I don't think I'm a bad person. We all die, and it's not my job to make sure he's okay, he never gave a shit about us at all. So who cares. Sometimes I forget I have a dad. :) Life is alright without him, actually its amazing when you have the rest of your family who is great.
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