I feel alone, like I am trapped inside my head, its a weird feeling that I cannot explain to anyone but its overwhelming me and drowning me slowly. I may only be young and still in school enjoying life as much as I can with my friends but I just can't and I don't understand why. I have everything in front of me, my whole life but everything is changing becoming odd, I stare at pictures with my friends in occasionally and just cry. I just cry somehow knowing nothing is ever going to be like that again the laughs, random talks, everything. Also I feel like nobody understands me not even my best friend I cannot explain why but they are all moving on having fun and I.I just don't know to feel anymore. I cry for no reason before going to sleep or I go from happy and laughing to anxious and down in a couple minutes. Okay I'm sorry ramble over.