which is kinda good looking , smart , complicated ,creative
but just thinking that i could've gotten the wrong cards.
i could've been the ugly , stupid , a target , or just a person with no life
that world is so random and full of s**t and goods
the worse your cards are the more you suffer and the more bad cards you get in the future.
i've heard that life are like a wheel sometimes you're down and sometimes you're up.
its not true for some people the wheel is just way too big and they never get to be happy or on the upper side
just realizing that makes me wanna kill myself so much
i dont wanna live in this unfair world no more.