It's weird how life goes on without you, how when you are not there other people have lives. It's weird how someone can be a part of your everyday, and then turn into someone who occasionally passes through your dreams. It's weird how you can go from talking to someone every day, multiple times a day, to talking once a week if you are lucky. It's weird how lives change. It's weird how you can get a run-of-the-mill email from someone updating you about their life and it brings you to tears. It's weird how I can be in bed with someone else and all I am really thinking about is you. It's weird how often I think about you. It's weird how I hope you are not smoking as much. It's weird how I hope I meet someone who was as good to me as you were. It's weird how I hope to meet said someone before you do. It's weird how selfish I can be. It's weird how I don't imagine my future with you anymore.