I've tried to kill myself twice this week, but bottled out. I'm not 'crying out for help'. I really just want to get off this roundabout. I'm tired and out of patience with myself and my world around me.
I'm not scared to die, but I am scared of the pain involved. I have no access to any meds to try that way.
Don't want to put anyone on the spot, but can someone give me ideas how to do it? I feel really shitty asking this, but I'm desperate and can't climb out of this very, very dark place. Any anonymous suggestions would be good.
Sorry to everyone else if I'm giving you dark thoughts.