High vs. sober

I hate myself when I'm high.I hate myself when I'm sober.Everyone says I'm really annoying when I'm high or drunk but at the time I don't care because for those few hours I feel like I have friends and I don't want kill myself.But since everyone hates me, when I sober up my sister tells me how annoying I am and I'm afriad to get high again because I don't want everyone hating me.I wouldn't care but noone likes me sober and the people I get high with don't really like me but since I sometimes supply, they don't bitch.And if I'm actually happy I want people to be happy with me and instead they all just complain...It sucks.Drugs aren't the answer but then what it?
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mikki
no! Dont promote drugs and alcohol! Drugs and alcohol arent the answer! Try prayer! Read books, go out and socialise I'm sure there's plenty of people out there who would love you exactly the way you are !! People who dont like u when ur sober dont deserve ur company! Stay strong! I hope you take my advice :) <3
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foolishgirl
fuck em all

dont care wat they think

pride is not a good charachteristic

remember that

it may be hard but after a while of you not giving a fuck you will love it and they will be on your dick

and even if they dont

fuck em right

get high if thats wat u want fuck wat ppl say




voodooo ill take u up on the offer (: even though it want for me
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lilielies
I feel your pain. Lets drop acid and listen to tool, yeah?
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VoodooChild
Why don't you just get high by yourself? If you feel it necessary to be around them when you're high, then you're being a cunt because you know you're obnoxious, they have told you they can't stand you, so stay away from them.
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ToxicLullaby
You obviously need new people in your life. Cause high or sober, people should love you regardless. If they don't. Fuck them.
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llavalaurenn