He never knew I loved him...

I'd wake up in the mornings hoping that I'd hear from him, all the while falling in and out of love with him repeatedly over the course of 3 years.

He was the most gorgeous, amazing person I've ever known.No one will ever compare to him even though he's gone by taking his own life.

I loved you when you were alive, I miss you so much now that you're dead.You'd be proud that I'm in school and hope to get my life where I want it.I still keep your screen name on my messenger list, I can't bring myself to delete it, maybe I hope that it was all a bad dream and you'll one day send me a random sarcastic message which will make my heart flutter just to see your name pop up.Maybe a hope that you'll ask again if I wanna come out and do something, and I can't get ready fast enough to get out to door to see you..

I hate you.You didn't have to leave.

But even in death I can't tell you or anyone that I loved you, life moves on for the living and you're only a lost hope that goes nowhere.
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harpercrosby
The boy I love is suicidal.

I think I'll tell him now.
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IxAmxAnonymous
Maybe this is a calling to you. Maybe what he needed was to know that someone really loved him. Lots of people are secretly suffering, open up to them and they'll open up to you.

I've lost a loved one, you'll get through it. Make this a time to change your outlook on life, and change others' too.

When you open up your door, others will open theirs up for you too.
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dmv
that's so sad. i almost took my life. now i realize all the people who would be hurt if i died. i'm sorry for your loss and when you learn to move on you will delete his name but until your ready, there's no reason to delete it.