It just came crashing to the ground due to my fat a*s hitting it as I passed by. I happen to have a large plastic planter that's not doing anything right now, so I put it in there. But, the soil is old and freezing, and it's not even cactus soil.
I'm so mad. I just can't catch a f*****g break . . . like ever. I'm the biggest loser I've ever heard of, and it's crystal clear that I simply can not own things, especially nice things. So many things that are mine are getting destroyed, lately, and it's not helping my esteem or my temper. But, a plant isn't just a material thing to me. Plants are living, and it's going to be painful for me if it dies. And, I don't have the time to waste getting another pot and soil to replace it properly. I'm just so tired and busy and drained. And, stupid a******s keep asking more and more from me, and I can't take it anymore. I'm really beginning to lose it. I WANT A VACATION!