Stop being so negative. Feeling depressed is all up to you; if you want to keep letting outside environmental issues control your mood, feelings, and your character you're always going to feel depressed. You have to take care of how you perceive the world around you. Be good to yourself . Try not to absorb what happens outside your surroundings, and what's beyond your control. Try to see life in a different light. Stop worrying about who cares about you, and start caring for yourself first. Start by letting go of self pity, and start believing in yourself. All your life your going to have people who care about you, and some who couldn't care less, but the truth is it's up to you on how much control you give it by letting it invade your personal feelings within you. If nothing else helps you, try to seek counseling. Maybe it will help with your depression.