I've been doing very little, doing a lot of talking, a lot of peeking around. Enough of the little baby steps. I'm about to make a big move or two.
I could start off any day just like today, and I could end up doing anything! I could post a creative or controversial video that reaches wide. I could release a song; or simply go outside, even right there in front of my apartment, with my guitar and voice and start playing for the world. Who knows how a day like that could progress and end! I could send something for publication. I could up and leave this province. I could do any of this and so much more, and my day that started like today, could end with my life completely turned upside down by nightfall. I have the freedom and power to do this any day or every day I please. The power is all mine, always was, and it's yours, too. It's only ever a question of when. When will you decide to start?
I've been losing my mind lately, and I don't know if that's authentic like some early-onset dementia, or by choice because of living the life I am and suppressing the life I want and tuning things out because nothing is important to me. Either way, it's quite concerning enough that I need to start changing something around here. Get alert or happy or something. I can choose today.