My building is back to full-tenancy status, which means all units are occupied. And, by the sounds of things, the fun-time party building circa Derek-era, is gone. Yesterday, I listened to the end of a conversation on the landing between the tenants from units #1 and #3, and these pansy-ish young men don't seem to appreciate the breath of kush my unit periodically emits. Sigh. Well, let's face it, they have a right to be straight-edge and breathe in air that isn't infused with my silliness. I'd feel the same if they were cigarette smokers and their smoke was infiltrating my unit. I haven't had a direct complaint from either the tenants or my landlady, but I think I'll try to avoid one and just swallow my sense of entitlement about it as senior-most tenant, realize that the breezy days of being able to sit out and dance on my fire escape while bonging it up and cranking tunes with the door wide open are over.
Comes at a good time. I can hardly stand to be smoking, any more. I'm back to hacking my guts out as soon as look at my bong. And, for what? I don't even get high, anymore. I just stone out and lay around without moving for hours upon hours, coughing and going in and out of sleep likely from smoke inhalation. This isn't want I wanted. The whole point of me doing weed is to be bloody high. It's useless if it's not making me create, hallucinate, horny, productive, or happy. I passed out, last night, and when I woke up, I reached for my bong and started gagging upon lighting it, and thought: eff it - I'm going back to what worked as a kid: heating that crap up in tinfoil and eating it. I'm not sure if that's even going to work for me, now that my tolerance is so high. So, I used double of what used to work, hopefully browned it right, and downed it. I hear this isn't the best method, but it's the only edible method I know that has worked. I just want to try what I know used to work for me, before I try other cooking methods. Either way, smoking's back out for awhile.
I ate this stuff an hour ago, and all I have right now is a headache. I'm going to try sleeping for another couple of hours and see what I wake up feeling like.