Emotions, How Can I Get Away From You?

This is the second Saturday with lovely weather that I've been wasting away.
I skipped my yoga lesson and my Buddhist class and I just lie in bed for the whole day, watching how lovely it is outside the window.
I used to go hiking quite often, and I used to go jogging, bird-watching, etc etc. But now these seem far away from me. My body is fine, but I just don't know what happens in my mind. Sheer laziness? I have tones to do but I feel quite reluctant to do it. I should be having healthy food but I just want McDonalds. I'm hungry but I have no appetite, and I can't quite enjoy food other than junk food. Sometimes I can't enjoy even junk food. I feel like I'm wasting my life away but I can't face it. I have no mood for almost everything. I should work but I don't want to work. I have books but I don't feel like I want to read. I have friends but I don't feel like to meet. I should go for a checkup but I have no energy to do it. When will I die.
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troubledmind
Thanks . emotions come and go, perhaps I'll just get used to it. Perhaps having some good food might help.
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troubledmind
I'm sorry . . . I wish I had answers for you :/ Unfortunately, I am sitting on my living room floor at four thirty in the morning, trying to figure out when I can go get donuts from the store, and realizing that I am WAY too lazy to actually walk into the store to get them . . . so I'm opting for a drive-thru option.

Yeah . . . no font of wisdom coming from my end.

Nonetheless, I hope this is just a phase that passes for you. I often feel that same way, but it does tend to fade for me.
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