Do Not Confess

I want to f**k my co worker so bad it hurts. I obsess about f*****g him constantly. I won't ever act on it. We are both married. But it has taken me completely by surprise. It's an all consuming feeling I never expected to have again. It belongs to my twenties. It has snuck up on me. This overwhelming feeling of fire on my skin, in my pants, and of needing to pull him to me. To press, to lean, to breathe in, to suck, to press. I have never wanted this but I obsess about sucking his c**k. I want so badly to confess, to whisper it to him, to touch him. And then I think of the cold, revulsion in his eyes, the embarrassment, the foolishness, the lonely singularity of my obsession
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As someone who has dealt with unrequited infatuation and love, it's best to tell them. you would be surprised how quickly that feeling goes away when you sit down and say "oh man, i have this crush on you, I'm not going to do anything about it, but thoguht you should no" . You never know, that "look of revolt" could be that he's scared, or worried that he feels the same way, and feels guilty because he probably shouldn't. It's hard because you never know how they're going to react. but the longer you wait, the more intense that feeling is going to get.
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