It has been almost a week since I sent you my response regarding our relationship. I imagine you wouldn't want to talk to me again. I have been avoiding this topic as I believe im not ready for a relationship, and having that conversation might bring our interaction to an end. Remember that night before your flight? You have asked me to go and see the roof with you, my heart pounded a little bit but I pretended 'nothing is going to happen' kind of chill.

But I realize, I should probably face the confrontation when you bring it up, and I will have to accept the reality if you decided to end things, otherwise, it would be selfish of me wanting to leave it open, or to not let you go when I am not the one for you.

I guess I hadn't thought of us keeping contact this long the very first time we have met, I really enjoy some of our times being together. Spending the two weeks with you had brought us (our heart) closer without me realising, it was hard for me to say goodbye to you at the airport, and I was afraid that it would be more difficult if I stayed and spend longer time with you. I also noticed you looked back a few times before vanishing into the building but I convince myself that I'm just overthinking.

Thank you for your patience, from the bottom of my heart, I am grateful for all the new experiences we have shared together. Wishing you best, my dearest