Can't remember the last time I cried.

My tear ducts must have dried up.My last memory of crying was January 2011.Have I become so numb...? Truth be told, I feel as if I've lost me, my soul, my personality.I've become this rock, unaffected by so so many things.In connection to which, if people knew, they'd award me with a Best Actress award for being able to put on an ever so believable amiable, warm, and happy mask.If only they knew, I feel so dead inside.(Tis crazy though, I know how to get out of my funk but just too pride-full and lazy to do anything about it).C'est la vie.
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This happened to me. I was feeling so dull, I started wondering if I even had feelings anymore. I know from experience that all you need is a good friend and listener, who will just cheer you up with good mood. It's a long process, but you'll get there! And you'll start feeling again. I know what it's like to crave feeling anything, and just not being able to. You can do it, you really can. It's incredibly hard, but just open up to a friend, or try to get someone to cheer you up :) if you want to talk to me my email is on my status :)
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