Can't face it.

Today I was supposed to face up to my life.In the sense I was meant to visit someone and accept the harsh reality of what has happened in my life.But I couldn't do it.I was going to go with my cousin, to accept it, however I don't think I'm emotionally ready.I thought I was, I really did, but I'm feeling so lost lately and facing this today would be a shock.I would react really badly.I mean I'm going to react badly anyway, but today just doesn't feel right.It's about a week until my birthday and visiting today would make me depressed on my birthday.Just because I would think of my life and another birthday not spent with that person.It would be too much.

I think a visit in august would be more beneficial...for my sake anyway.

Maybe. I don't know.
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yesnomabyeso
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I thought I was. I do just need a bit more time. ):
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yesnomabyeso
*hugs*

It's alright, just give yourself a little more time. You'll face it when you're ready.
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