I learned this a while ago, but it still bugs me a little. I don't remember the context, but at some point I told a couple of my co-workers that I get depressed a lot. They were surprised, saying that I always look happy, even when I'm complaining, and that I smile too often to be that down. One of the guys saying that is more or less the same way, so it bugged me even more coming from him. A fake ought to be able to recognize a fake, right? I don't know if it's because people don't pay attention, or if my outward personality is just too convincing, but it bugs me that most folks don't get how I actually feel. Yeah, I know it's my own fault, but it's still frustrating.