Broken

I look in the mirror and see a beautiful girl...but I don't see the girl I want to see.i see someopne who is broken and beaten.not the strong person I once was.i smile so no one knows.but that just makes me feel worse 'cause I'm lying to the people I luv most.i silently call out for help hoping someone will hear me, but secretly hoping no one will.because I deserve this pain I feel.i want to die but I will NOT kill myself.but it doenst stop me from having thoughts.im afraid to ask for help because I dont want them to look at me different than they do now.i dont want them to look and me like I'm broken.

I don't even know who I am anymore.
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anonymous user
That's why they're blessings. If you earned them, they'd be payments. And I can tell you're not rotten or dirty. You're hurt.
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Beautyfromashes
blessings*
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anonymous user
I'm rotten and dirty and i dont deserve the blessing i have in my life
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anonymous user
Honey, what makes you think you deserve the pain?
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