he said he was gonna tell me something today..so I waited..
today came and he said he forgot..no fair
he didnt even take time to think about it he just said he would tell me tomoro
thats not fair..he said today..so I wanted it today..he claims he forgot..
what happened to being a man of your words?
but he always wants it his way..few minutes later
arguement escalates he is calling me names
youre childish..i hate people who keep on and on..thats stupid..ect
why couldnt u try to remember for me??? instead you put it off to make me wait anxiously again?
tears fall..i dont like to fight
now he remembers what he wanted to tell me
"i was going to ask you how much money you wanted me to send so you could come see me"
"but now I dont give a shit anymore fuck it'
wow..so you mean you couldnt remember that? such a liar..and you didnt care to try to think..instead you want to make me wait..and now you call off the trip..all because I want you to keep your word? mean what you say..say what you mean
"youre just like the rest of them" hangs up phone in my face
i spent years on you..and this is how you treat me..love is lies..im tired of being hurt..you dont take me serious n u treat me like I'm your play thing at your expense..u give false hope..you love to see me grovel...
this is the third time you cancelled a trip..you dont want to spend time with me honestly..you love stringing me along.then cutting the cord..
it hurts..like hell..and I feel sorry for my heart and the next guy...next time it will be even harder to touch my heart..thanks for breaking me
breaking my heart
thanks for leaving me broken...........