Boyfriend's Best Friend

I have a large bed. One night when my boyfriend, his best friend and I were hanging out drinking we all fell asleep in my bed and I gave my boyfriend's best friend a hand job.

Two night's later we let it happen again. Same bed. My boyfriend there, again, asleep.

I want it to happen again. Actually I want to sleep with him. I keep having dreams about it. I talked to him about us sleeping together (the best friend) and told him that he was on my list of guys my boyfriend had okayed before the second hand job, and he said that he couldn't get with me for obvious reasons.

I feel terrible and just really needed to get that off my chest.
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emilynn
i understand you didnt want to have feleings for someone else and you woudlnt want to hurt your bf.
your bf should be the only person you want to do thgisn with, and he should be the only one you like in that way.
mayve you ened to find out why you feel liek this, and if theres any problems in yioru relationship.
shoudlnt you split up with ur bf or at least go on a break?
itll hurt him less then fidnign out youve been cheatign on him. and itll give you a chance to decide how you feel.
how would you liek it?
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