Two night's later we let it happen again. Same bed. My boyfriend there, again, asleep.
I want it to happen again. Actually I want to sleep with him. I keep having dreams about it. I talked to him about us sleeping together (the best friend) and told him that he was on my list of guys my boyfriend had okayed before the second hand job, and he said that he couldn't get with me for obvious reasons.
I feel terrible and just really needed to get that off my chest.