But I want you to be around everyday.but not all the time, it's complicated. I need my space.
I can't let you love me cause I'll hate you for that. Why would you love me? I'm not worthy it.
I do have some virtues though.
Are you already leaving? I knew you wouldn't stay much longer. You can't deal with it.
So just leave. I swallow my pride and my tears cause honestly I just wanted to scream "please stay a little longer".
Butbig you did I'd be the one asking you to leave, pushing you away.