For the past 8 years, I've posted on this site about my nonexistent love life. And here I am again. The dating life has been mockingly horrible and I just feel like the whole world is laughing at me. Had a man that treated me well, couldn't bring myself to love him with my heart. Had a man that treated me like s**t, and now can't stop romanticizing him. My stomach and my brain just ache all day long. So horrible and need help. Just throw me a bone here, life.