Better...

My cigarette feels good on bare skin.=) So nice, my dear, to meet again.I missed you so much.I'm glad you decided to come back to me.Sweet pain...
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I'm in an internet cafe. I have 100 dollars and that's it, but I guess I looked really shitty because the woman beside me paid for it and left money with the manger to keep paying it until I left. I had to go back to the shelter for dinner at 7:15. Most counselling things are expensive. I have to have money for stuff that I need. I know that there is something here in the city, I just have to find it. That's why I came here from my little home town. My parents told to go as far away as possible.
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How do you have internet access?

And why aren't you using it to search for some kind of aid?

I guarantee there is an organization that will help a 15 year old pregnant mother.
No, because I chose to let her live, my parents disowned me. That's why I'm on the street. My dad is a professor and mom is a doctor. A pregnant daughter would ruin their reputation, so they just got rid of me.
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Now you're angry. Good.

Use that anger to better yourself.

You've got passion.

Are you saying that you're going to die if you give birth to this child?

Is it some medical thing?
So she would want to know that I gave her up because when I got pregnant my parents kicked me out and I had no money. She would want to know that her father offered to take me away forever, until I got pregnant. Then he abandoned us both. And HOW DARE YOU say that I don't give a damn about my baby! My parents offered to let me come home if I got an abortion, but I gave up my life as I knew it to save her life!!!
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I think she does.

It's the story of her life.

Would you rather keep her guessing?

Don't you give a damn about her enough to tell her the truth?
But there are so many things that she would want to know.... why i gave her up. who her father is. why he didnt want her. i cant answer any of those questions! she doesn't need to know those things.
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I'm not saying anything of the sort.

I'm saying you should at least give a damn about yourself in this situation.

If adoption is the way to go, then do it.

But you need to be around to comfort her.

Even if it's much later in her life.

You can still be a part of the child's life.
Oh, so what do you propose I do? Huh? How am I going to carry a child and support her once she's born? I'm just a kid myself! I'm not ready to be a mother!!!
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I think you're being ridiculous, truth be told.

I can hear this conversation later in her life.

"What about my real mother?"

"She was 15 and killed herself."

"How could she do that to me? I'll never know my real mother. Did she not love me?"

"No. She loved you very much."

"Then why didn't she want me?"

And so on.

Good job leaving a huge scar on your daughter's ego.
I don't even know how old she is. I don't know how long I've been pregnant... I've picked out a name though. I love her so much. That's why I have to do this. She can never know me.
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I can understand you don't see the point.

But that's exactly why you should give a damn.

Because no one else does.

It's a simple fact.

We are all alone.

Except you. You have a baby inside of you.

It can feel your emotions.
Why should I? No one else does.
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They could help you.

Would you like to give a damn about your life again?
No. Like I really give a damn about my life? I am 15 years old and pregnant. My life is ruined.
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Have you considered talking to a therapist?
In 9 months my baby will have a loving family and I will be dead. I'm only living so she can.
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Don't you think maybe having a child will open your eyes to the beauty in the world?

I'm sure you'll say no now. But what about 9 or so months from now?
I don't know... I'll a bad mother. I'm not keeping her anyway. She deserves better than me. I'm only guessing she's a she. I want her to have a chance, so I'm sending her away when she is born. I don't want her to hurt like I do.
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Does your baby like pain as much as you do?
I love(d) him. He used me. Now I'm pregnant.
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Do you two get along well?
Yes, yes it does. I deserve the hurt. Just ask my ex boyfriend. I quit because of him and now, thanks to him, I have my dear friend pain back.
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I don't like pain.

It hurts.