Beginning To Self Harm?

I think I may be beginning to self harm for no particular reason. I don't know if it's self harm though. Sometimes I'll slap my arms or dig myself or use salt and ice until I get a welt. I've never cut myself before, though. I guess the only reason that I do it is because I like the sting, only at first though. I don't usually enjoy pain and I don't do it when I'm upset, just when I'm bored or out of nowhere I'll feel like doing it. I also enjoy seeing welts or scars on my skin for some reason, although I don't want other people to see them and question me, which is my problem. I'm going swimming with some friends and now I have to hide the welts on my arms.
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Closerandcloser
You can't really fight it.
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Closerandcloser
i think you need to fight this before it gets more serious
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