before my mom left us she told me

that I was a mistake and only happened because a condom broke.
But even if she never said that I probably would have guessed. I constantly feel like I don't belong anywhere and the world is rejecting me.
I'm a factory mishap. A defective. Recalled product. Damaged goods. Glitch. An accident. Misfit. Just wrong.

When i think about humanity and where we all come from, as in our maker or "god" or what have you or whatever you choose to believe, I like to imagine a "human factory" of sorts, that is exactly what it sounds like. In my head it's kind of like a car factory but with body parts. And on the day I came into existence, the floor supervisor was on lunch break when the technician fell asleep at the control panel and the machine spun wildly out of control and I was sort of pooped out and escaped into the world much like Frankenstein's Monster did. Only my life is far less charming than the classic novel.

If everybody exists for a reason and has a purpose in life to fulfill, why am I so useless?
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anonymous user
No it doesnt
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xenon
I like these comments. They're nice, and gives me a lot to think about. I'll figure it out one of these days.

And I also noticed that posting a comment on a secret I posted anonymously, it shows my user name. But whatever, I guess it's no big deal.
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anonymous user
You are as useless as you want to be.
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xenon
I was supposed to be a boy. Do you think I should hate myself for being a girl? :P Who cares what parents want! They got us and they should be grateful. It's their responsibility to take care of their kids, no one ASKED to be born. When they decided to have a baby, it was a decision they made to bring something helpless into the world, and automatically became responsible for caring for it. Don't blame yourself for existing... it's an insult to the creator, if you think of God etc.
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Vanity
You aren't useless. You shouldnt feel that way never. Every human has a purpose. Your "purpose" may not be apparent yet but it will be. It just might be to Love someone who needs love or hell saving the world from a dinosaur attack! So dont talk that way your here arent you so go get some icecream and think so many people aren't as lucky as you. Some are limbless so they definantly seem purposey!
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TellMeAboutIt
A broken condom baby. Very common.
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destroyedmentaly
If you think about it, we're all a glitch, a mishap. Look back at our first ancestors. They had absolutely no idea that having sex would make babies :P

The purpose of life is to give it purpose. Make your mark. None of us have our "purpose in life" stamped on our forehead, you CONTROL that. Your mom left her mark... her rotten attitude, but she also left something amazing in the world... YOU. A baby, and now a person, who had/has all the possibilities in their destiny from the beginning. You can do whatever you want... it's amazing. Literally it starts with the decision, to do something. Choose to decide. Every single thing you do, is a decision on your part. Every thought good or bad is a choice.
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Vanity