Been a while

Hi ST I aint posted for like 10 months or something, ive been self harm free for twelve weeks,
since stopping sleeping is still a problem, I still havnt reconnected to my feelings I just gound out my great aunt is gonna die of cancer in a couple of months and it doesnt mean anything to me and I feel guilty for that.i want to cut quite often but I'm not sure why I dont cut, cos i'd feel something and it wouldnt hurt anyone else.
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JinX
And I know it might not be mutual, but I care about you and don't want you to hurt. So, email me back if you want. I'll listen.
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Crxfmxhn
The best thing would be to tell someone about it, so that they can help you find the right professional help. It won't hurt, it will only help you get better faster.
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safetynet
Like phraser said. It just means you weren't that close to her. I can see how he wouldn't take it that well if he's closer to her than you are, but it's still no one's fault.
What people know will hurt them, and people know.
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Crxfmxhn
what people dont know wont hurt them and i dont think my dad was happy about my lack of reaction to my aunt
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JinX
Don't think it wouldn't hurt other people.
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Crxfmxhn
whats wrong with the site?
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JinX
*off
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phraser
hmm im a guy and i dont really feel comfortable talking to my friends about it only one of them even knows i have/had the problem
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JinX
Welcome back, though you've chosen what's probably the worst time to return. I hope you don't judge this site too harshly on the sorry state it's in today. As for you laying of self harm, good on you. It's nothing but a bad habit anyway. It does nothing but mar up your skin and distract from emotional pain with physical pain. Don't feel guilty over your emotions. It just means you weren't as close to your great aunt as you could have been. There's nothing wrong with that.
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phraser
I use to be like you but now I just talk to my feelings to my BFF or my stuff animal!
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