At least I realized that I had to before I got to work! ! And I'm not tossing around in pain or puking this time (yet).I hypothesized that perhaps a vasodilator would help with my whole body feeling asleep/numb, and that ibuprofen and alcohol both serve that purpose (apparently up to 3 drinks a day is okay while talking advil), and this works for me at least if my stomach isn't too empty.That condition is odd for me to deal with, but so is being this type of sick in the first place...

I also have to wonder if this is a psychosomatic condition, in some ways this is the the worst I've ever been.Or, it's a side effect of my effectively using bad diet/sleep deprivation as forms of self destruction.Perhaps both.I dunno.Given the hypotheses that it's either depression I can attempt to change or physical issues I can definitely control, I'm thinking I'll give it a week or two of working on these and see what happens.