Alone

For as long as I can remember I've always felt alone.I've never felt like I belong anywhere or been loved by anyone.It like I'm invisable. And I'm fine by it.That's what scares me the most.I'm comfortable being alone.that's not how it should be.I'm scared of feeling like I belong or feeling love or even loving someone else, I just don't want to feel those emotions.
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london
wow. I have felt alone, and been alone most of my life. But i also shut people out, i dont let them in. I build up walls, that i cant even break down. But i have been so incredibly alone, that all i want is love, or somekind of attention from a guy, its heartbreaking for myself, because i know how unhealthy it is to want a guy in the way i do, because i hope that he will be the only one that will love me, understand me and take me for the broken person that i am. and want me. But recently i have been hanging out with the best group of people, and they have literally saved my life.i have never felt so loved, when they knew so little about me. and now i dont want to be alone. but ive been alone for so long that i dont know who iam. what i want. I am still scared to open up the slightest bit, deathly afraid of the unknown, but recently ive been learning is that this world and our life is full of bad, and no matter what, life is going to be a continuing struggle. and i want to feel what it is live, i want love with open arms, even if heartbreak comes, i just want to feel.
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